Sometimes I feel Proud of Myself!

No matter how many times I've fallen and got hurt, No matter how many downs I have seen in my life, No matter how many rejections world has given me, No matter how many times I have hated myself, But every time one of these things happen life gives me a Bright reason to stand up clean the mess and move on!
Some times there are situations where i end up wondering and questioning the basic being of this world and me. Some times I just want to think about ME and let the world do hell with itself. Some times I just want to sit and cry all day long.
NO! wait! this is not just the story of ME but many of the ones who are reading this.
Often we think we are the only one who has been cursed but just think if we didn't have failures , we would have never be proud of our success. Our lives sometimes don't go the way we think it should, but does it mean we should stop thinking about better life.
Success and failure always go hand in hand but in all of this either the situation is bad or good there happen little incidences that make us pat our back! and off course these pats on our backs give us the strength to fight towards happiness. Even if we never had Huge successes but all of have little success. Everybody has different ones, either the happiness of having helped some one financially or helped someone with requirements of life Or the happiness after completing a birthday card. The perfect feeling of shouting on the top of world even after knowing we haven't done something great, but in our own inner self the feeling is great.
End of the day the little successes make your life a happy and successful life
and some times huge successes are never able to do what these little one can do.
Therefore, aim for huge success but don't ever forget to collect the little success too
Good luck!

Kon Haan Main?

Na koi Roop 
Na koi Hoor
NA vadiya soch
Na vadiya bol

Na ehoji kahani
jehri sunhere shabdan ch likhi jave
Na koi uchi imarat 
jithe mere naam da takhta hove

Na tan main khas
Na hi main koi ehsaas
Kuch vi nhi
Meri kahani da ant
te meri kahani di shuruvat
Bas lokan tak hi simit
Na kisi de kareeb
Na kisi de sakee
Meri kahani hai Gumnaam

Main kon haan
Meri dil kyun hai jaan
Main khud vi nhi jaandi

Meri ki manzil
Mera ki mool
Meri ki duniya
Kaun haan maain
Kyun haan main

Saah len joga saah taan hai
dhadhkan joga dil hai
sochan joga dimag v
par ki hai khas?

Dil kehnda taan bahot kuch hai
Par muh vella bolda kyun ni
dimag baitha kala sochda hai
Kaun haan main
Kaun haan main?

Har Rishte di Ek unkahi Kahani

Do muthi band 
tu aaya ve
Do muthi khol 
tu jaana ve
Unmulle khawab tu sajanda ae hr pal
Unmulle dil nu sunda hr pal
Vekhi!
Kithe bhul na javi
Zindagi unmulli!

insaan insaan vkh vkh
tu jahan vkh vkh
tera jism , tera hoor
teri akhan , tera noor
tere do hath
milave tu ihna nu lkh
hr pal hr modh
insaan insaan vkh vkh

na taan likhiya kisi kagaz te
tu main ki
na taan maniya kisi garnth ne
tu main ki
eh taan kudrat da khed
ki pta c lkha hathan ch ek hona c tera

jine hath uhne rishte
pr teri rooh 
na honi juda tere astiv toh
jiven ek ful nu mil gya hove beej
jiven ek dil nu mil gye hove jasbaat
jiven tainu mil gye hove ma pe

akhan nu raah
hathan nu saath
dost nu tu

hr rishte de do pehlu
ek main
te ek tu
te hr rishte di unkahi kahini...

I want British rule back in INDIA minus the Cruelty!

Note: This article belongs ONLY to Indians and if you are not an Indian then it is strongly recommended to not read it further.

The only question I have in my mind is 'When will my bharat become mahan?' , We are heading towards nothingness of our own society. With 1.24 billion population, we have lost the identity of the great India we want. Still today all around the world people believe that India is a poor country with rich heritage and vibrant colors. But in reality India is rich with poor people! And the irony is that in spite of having one of the longest and heaviest constitution in the world we have not succeeded in implementing it.
Now some of you might be wondering : Who am i to say all this? Why don't I respect my country? Why i'm only seeing the negative part of it? Why am i criticizing it? and many more such question!
Just because I love my country i want to let each one of us know what is going on and what should really go on! Just because I-common man elects the big politicians we expect them to do what they promise while begging for votes!Just because I have a voice I can shout And just because all of us have voice We can Shout!!
What do you think? Is India having Nehru's children? Or Do we have Bose's Youth? Or Gandhi or Teresa's Adults? Now India is not at all rich! Rich is becoming richer day by day and poor is becoming poorer day by day! And unfortunately we do not have much rich people! We boast about our morals Our culture Our tradition. Do we? Right! but now where is the culture? where is the tradition? Where are the morals?
But most importantly WHERE IS THE LANGUAGE?!!?! I am punjabi but i do not know how to speak punjabi!(Woah! this can be a good topic over all!) I am Hindustani But i Do not know how to write hindi! What is this going on? All you parents, when will you teach love for the country? but first when will your children learn to respect you? remember, Children learn what they see they set their priorities by what is taught to them!
off course English is an international language but IT IS NOT A OUR MOTHER TONGUE.
We have copied the infrastructure, the art from different parts of the world but don't you think we should just use them for inspirations? Movies like bhag milkha bhag and 3 idiots celebrate huge success because that is how rich our country is!! Do you know we have one of the most hard working people in the world. We have smartest businessmen in the west we have sweetest voices and most beautiful paint brushes in the east , we have extremely brainy south and land of north is good enough (because people in north are happy within themselves! ) But the ego of each one of us to do for ourselves has grown so big that just a 65 year old independence has lost!
You know why i wish Britishers come back? I know how cruel they were how they treated us and all of it.
I want the history to repeat! because We INDIANS only unite together when under pressure, we only work for our brothers and sisters when we know that we can be attacked any time.
I want a new independence day for our country.
Our democracy is not strong enough to run a country like ours. If only any one of you can answer my questions i will be happy enough
Why is a rape victim given money instead of punishing the rapists?
why have twitter and Facebook become the voice of our politicians when they are the most important people!
Why don't we promote our companies and welcome MNC's with huge heart? (may be because 'mehman bhagwan sman hote hai!')
why are children dying of the free food given to them in school?
Why does the help not reach to the ones who need? (consider Uttrakhand case!)
Why is the youth dying in drugs and sex?
Why does the politicians have bad habit of corruption?
Why are so many private universities opened when you know the students are not getting jobs after studying from there?
I don't know why these things are neglected in spite of being so common?
Even though we follow democracy which has a basic definition of  'of the people, by the people for the people'
U know what it has become 'Off the people, Buy the people and Forget the people!'
NOW! the time is not to go for candle light marches and fight for individual issues. India is going to run like this only. politicians will come, Sit on the chair as long as they can increase their weight and sign applications for new PRIVATE universities and New MNC's And ya welcome new drugs too!
Open your eyes INDIANS.This is YOUR country!

When Things don't happen the way You want them to happen!

Often in our lives Many things don't happen the way we want them to happen and some of them are so important for us that it hurts us mentally or some times physically.
when situations like this happen to children, parents make them understand. When situations like this happen to teenagers, many opt of crying in the corner of just cut their own wrist (this is weakest stage of our species!) , whereas for adults these situations may welcome tensions , stress and all the hurting stuff but most of the times they tend to keep it to themselves!
One thing that is common in all stages is that THEY HEAL! either we find a good solution or we let time heal it.
Each one of us has problems in our life but the solution is not to hide to run to just escape. The true success is achieved by the one who fights them. Fighting off course does not mean to bring swords, TNT's and have a fight , It means the physical power to overcome and balance your own life.
Many people often say 'You are not the same person i used to know!' ,  'You are not the one i loved!'. But then i don't understand if they were mature enough to know that we don't behave the way we used to then why aren't they mature enough to understand that time changes, and problems/situations make us grow and they always make us grow in a positive manner!
Nobody know how long you will live, may be 20 may be 50 or maybe 100 years but each day you learn. Each day we face a million problems but if we start crying over that fact that the path i am following had to turn right and you are wondering why it didnt turn right and instead left. Believe me it is for a reason.
Dont ever loose hope, if the path had to turn left then one day it will turn the way you want because in the end it is your own life! Your own path!

Wallpapers And Banners!

Ek-om

Mere dil ch ek tasveer hai

Jiven janat da ko khwab

Tera kadman da ek nishan hai

Tere hon da hun ek ehsaas hai

Tere pyaar da ek vishwas hai

Tere hon da hun ek intezar hai

Kad ayega oh sama

Jad mera ek-om

Is tasveer chon

Saamne khad jayega

Duniya ch heere taan bahut hon gye

Pr tu mere yaar

Sabton chamakdar hai

Har din har pal

Hazar khwab udh de hai

Te tu mere ek-om

Mera khwab hai

Wallpapers

Murda Ban! - A message

Note: Before you start to read this poem , I have decided to tell the reason behind me writing this. It is my message to today's Indian females. I request you to read this loud and in anger enough to make people around you realize what they are doing to these women! and now with no hope and in full rage, I order them to be DEAD bodies!


Murda Ban!

Tere vaade teri kasman

Tere iraade teri rasman

Sab bhuljana

Sab ruljana

Tainu akhan vekhan layi ditiyan!!!

Akhan band kr ke turna chad de

Kon galat raah padu

Kon chura khop du

Fir pta v nhi chalna

Rab de banaye insaan taan hai

Pr shaitan de bnaye haiwaan v

Duniya sohni taan hai

Pr ehsaas ni

Tu jivit taan hai

Pr azad ni

Zinda laash ban!!

Koi chah k v na maar paye

Udh di meeti ban

Koi  muth band kr v na fadh paye

Khulke jeena shuru krta

Taan ki pta

Hor kadi jiwan na mile

Akhan band kr ke

Ehsaas taan kri

Pr ki pta

Akhan na milan

Muh band krke usdi kahani taan suni

Pr ki pta dasan layak bol na rehn

Zindagi ch daran waale tan bahut hai

Te draan vale dugne

Pr ek v rehn wala ni

Aj tu zinda

Kal tu ek parinda

Te parson kahani khatam hai

Zindagi da khed taan 2 pal da hi hai

Pr do pal ch ek pal rab da

Te ek shaitaan da hai

Tera ki, zinda te maut

Murda ban!

Eh raah teri ni

Eh duniya teri ni!

Khush naseeb hai tu ke aan nu maa

Te jaan nu kabar

Apni duniya te zindagi diti

2 pal hi sahi, madhi hi sahi

Kismet diti!

She and You!

Everything my brain captures. Everything i think!

Under The Class Of Neglected Things

In India, rather in almost every country there are mainly three economically judged classes. Starting from the lavish rich high class people, followed by the middle class, often referred to as the common man and last but not the least in fact one of the most important is the lower class. To explain this standard lets refer an example, the healthy white oats you have for your breakfast must be a very basic thing on your table, but think about it, it was grown by a low class, processed by a middle man and finally served on a high class table.

Now each class has its own needs, aims, dreams, hopes and its own importance for things. For example, a bread, it serves a basic need for lower class and a neglected thing for high class (off course they have tastier stuff on the table).

Here this is not about who they are and how they became or what they desire but its about what they neglected and what is neglecting them now. Often in race of time, money and life each one of us neglect something; it may be parents, health or just education. Talking about different classes we have different neglected things.

The high class:

With time, no. of people in this particular class is increasing. They live a life of ease (most of the times and comparatively) but then here money speaks. They owe it all but little important things like:

Health

Peace with inner self

Dignity of labor

Spending time with family

Understanding

The middle class:

This is a very ‘neither nor’ class. They feel blessed to be rich enough to feed a meal twice a day. It is clear that a common man has to keep on working to earn a decent living and in search of such a life many more things than listed below are neglected:

Dreams and hopes

Health

Creativity

Life of luxury 

The lower class:

Materialistic things just don’t feel like they are made for this class. The neglected things can be almost everything we have and they need!

Health

Education, pen and paper

Dreams

Food and water

Shoes and clothes

Satisfaction

Money

Conclusion

For a moment lets neglect Money and be in peace honey! 

You will find satisfaction if you are high class , Hope if you are middle class and a way if you are lower class. 

Should I Believe In God?

Talking about religion has been one of the most disturbing act among us humans. Our world history is a very good proof of the above statement. But in the following article I will not be talking about any religion but about god (if he/she exists!)

God exists! But gender less, shapeless, nameless, and infinite. 

and off course God Does Not exist! Because science proves the basic being of almost everything.

Which ideal to follow? 

This is how i got my answer :  

I was born in a religious family so ever since i held my senses god existed for me. But during my growing years (like all of us) I questioned his being. (off course i had to keep it within myself)

Slowly when life moved on and little experiences made me realize there is some weird thing that actually makes this life amazing. The chemical reactions in our minds explain how our humanly feelings happen. But why do they happen? What is the reason behind hope, care, ambition, dreams, ideas?

I don't know! But whatever it is.. It is amazing. 

Its beautiful how human mind reacts to certain things. 

Now to realize what i realized you have to let your thoughts free. Let them explore within the little world you have in your mind. 

For a while just think our gods are just normal human beings like you and me. They got the same question which we have in our minds , The big why! and the big urge to know the truth! 

They sat and thought about little incidents which made them wonder the greatness about their existence. Situations like why does a crying child feel safe in mother's arm. why does every man want to be happy when they know the reason behind their problems? 

Dont just look at your doubts logically Go beyond it.. Explore!

There is SOMETHING that just keeps things in its order. That makes me understand what is good and bad. something that makes me inherit my family morals . that makes me feel good about who i am.

and that SOMETHING is what people named god. 

Now the gods who were just normal humans found this out and people named them god... They gave it name shape gender and made them finite!  

But basically god was not so. God is Within you (I know this phrase is over-read/ over-heard). Yes it is true! God is within your own world. He is the one who runs the world you have created in your mind. 

If there is God then why does he/she gives me problems?

My dear reader, It is not god who created problems . Every empty stomach runs for food. Every human mind runs for happiness. One of the biggest misunderstanding all of us have is that : The more we owe, the more we are happy but NO! it is not that way. The Want/ greed to fulfill every little need of us, we have gone so far that we tend to forget that this want will make things problematic. 

Now that we have made things complicated we will clean the mess and fight against them . This is what god made us worth of. 

You might find god in a book, in a statue, in a wall, in a tree, in a stone. But first dont forget to look in your own-self.

I am sure, You wont have to materialize him

He/She is the peace you have been searching for!